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21.07.2012., subota

Postoje neke stvari koje nastojim izbjeći a uvijek me jebeno pronađu. Nastojim ne čuti određene sitnice, ali na kraju uvijek čujem. I ne mislim na izbjegavanje tog i tog jer me nije briga ili nisam zainteresirana. Bježim od toga što bi moglo promijenit moje mišljenje i odnos prema nekima jer imam takozvani blagi doživljaj trljanja soli na ranu.

I onda si mislim da nitko od tih ljudi nema tolko savjesti u mozgu da se stavi u moju poziciju i možda, samo možda shvati da me netreba jebat nećim šta već sama dovoljno sažaljevam i za šta se sama dovoljno krivim.  I baš kad napokon donekle zaboravim neka me budala podsjeti što opet dovodi do toga da se pravim da mi je sasvim svejedno. Na kraju sebe još najviše krivim zato što sam pre osjetljiva na takve stvari.



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